Though overall my end result has been successful, it hasn't been without some difficulty of course. I began a new job, with a new employer. I've began dating again, and I've had a few family issues, all of which can affect daily emotions. But I've put my faith in God, in his timing, and in his promises and let me tell you, putting your trust in a being far greater than yourself is soooo much more satisfying. Putting your hopes in one whose love for you does not waiver versus in any one person of this unstable world is freeing. When you put your faith in God, everything and everyone may come and go but as your eyes are set on God it's hard to even notice. The small things, are small things and the big things are his to fight for on your behalf. The anxieties, the worries, the doubt's and the past hurts are his to carry and not yours, THAT is how much he loves you. All I have to say is that it blow's my mind, y'all... it blows my mind.
I've kept in contact with a few of you, my readers, and I simply wanted to check in and encourage the rest of you to keep moving forward in your personal journey. Not all the junk you read online about never being able to be free of medications are true, and I sit here in front of you as a testament of that. It's messy, it's painful, it's difficult... just like anything else worth having or doing.
Yes, it still feels like summer even though it's fall... but, I think that's just God's way of waiting on those that are hesitant to begin their new season. The leaves are slowing turning, the mornings are slightly fresher...I'm ready even though I have no idea what it may bring.
Happy Monday <3